It's Just a Simple Formality

I've been waiting for the awesome pictures taken this weekend at the Lobster Fest to be emailed to me before I posted again, but they're taking longer than expected. In the mean time, I have a cold, which is annoying as hell to me. I'm home from work, and bored out of my mind. I was thinking of going to yoga tonight, but when I was in the kitchen earlier I stood up too fast and got dizzy, so I don't think yoga would be a wise thing to do.
Anyway, now that I've decided not to date or even have a crush on anyone for a while (I've given myself a year, which I know is impossible), I feel much more relaxed. I figure once I stop going to restaurants and absentmindedly picking out what C would order if he were there, I'm good and over it. In the mean time...he's dating someone I never liked and it's fucking me up more than it should. But for as lonely as I am, I still love having my own big bed. I've forgotten what it's like to be spooned, so I don't miss that too much.
But really, my life is pretty perfect right now, all things considered. I have more friends that I really care about, and care about me, than I've had in a long time. I'm doing well in school, and am pretty satisfied with my job. And on Friday nights I get to do things like go to Japanese restaurants in Little Tokyo with Yuko and Micah and eat things like "cod with guts" (it made me gag) and drink beer with orange juice (also not so good)...and afterwards I get to have band practice!!!